YOU SUMMONED
THE GHOST OF YOUR DEADNAME
I AM THE GHOST OF YOUR DEADNAME. YOU BURIED ME A WHILE AGO. WHIST BEING REMOVED FROM YOU I HAVE OFTEN BEEN SUMMONED TO REPRESENT YOU. TO REPRESENT THE OLD YOU.
IN THE PAST OUR NAMES COULD CHANGE WITH OUR PERCEPTIONS OF OURSELVES. THEY WERNT CHOSEN TO REPRESENT US FOR OUR WHOLE LIVES. WE USED TO BE ABLE TO BE PROUD OF OUR PAST NAMES AND THE CHANGES THAT WE HAD MADE. WHAT WE GREW INTO.
YOU HAVE COME TO EXPECT THAT THE PAST DESERVES TO BE BURIED. WE ARE MADE TO THINK THAT WE NEED TO LEAVE THE PAST BEHIND. THAT IT NEEDS TO BE BURIED. TO BE PUT AWAY. THAT NOTHING GOOD IS THERE FOR YOU.
BUT THERE IS
WE HAVE THESE NAMES SUCH AS DEADNAME
THAT IDEAD THAT SOMETHING DIED
FOR YOU TO GET HERE
BUT NOTHING DIED
YOU BECAME COSER TO YOUR TRUE SELF
BECAUSE WE HAVE BEEN MADE TO BURY PARTS OF OUR PAST
WHEN SOMETHING FORM THE PAST IS BROUGHT BACK
ITS USUALLY NOT ON OUR OWN TERMS
I AM YOUR HAUNTED DEAD NAME
I REPRESENT ALL THOSE THINGS YOURVE BURIED
THAT YOUVE LEFT IN THE PAST
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I NEVER BELONGED TO YOU
I AM HAUNTING YOU BECAUSE I AM PART OF YOUR HISTORY
I WANT YOU TO FEEL PROUD THAT YOU HAVE MOVED ON FROM ME
BECOME BIGGER THAN ME
I AM JUST A NAME
I AM NOT UNIQUE TO YOU
I HAVE LIVED BEFORE YOU AND WILL LIVE AFTER YOU
BUT I NEVER BELONGED TO YOU
AND NO NAME WILL BELONG TO YOU ETERNALLY
WHEN THAT NAME HAS RUN ITS CAUSE WITH YOU
NO LONGER FITS YOU
THEN MOVE ON FROM IT
AND FEEL THE POWER FROM CHOOSING YOUR OWN NAME
I AM NOT YOUR DEADNAME
I AM JUST A NAME
AND I NEVER BELONGED TO YOU